LOVE, 2014

Being the oldest sister or brother in the family means that you have to be ready as the model for your rest siblings. So many responsibilities you have to keep on, the dignity, name of family, be more matured, etc. if every elder was given a chance to choose, she/he could prefer not to be born as the oldest. But I know it breaks what God designed the best for you, for every human being. To be honest, I am telling you no one forces us to act and behave such what I mentioned. It is completely from the deepest heart and under the consciousness. I am not an expert, so just that’s all I know. Hehe.

Those were the way how the oldest life (haha simply say). Now, I am going to tell you how an elder run her life in love. An elder is also a human being, she/he must have love, and likely to snap of. She / he is not the most perfect creator because nobody is perfect (hehe). May be some of you start to imagine how you are or how I am trickled it on. Let’s be honest to your self. Love is something hurt and sweet somehow. If you are getting hurt of love, you will be better not falling in love or know it at all, vice versa. When you are flown by love and sweetened you might say why not from the earlier you are introduced by.

I am telling you from the female point of view, it is hurt born as a female. You have less power to show and reveal your love to someone whom you concern much. However, it is not in the ‘siti nurbaya” era anymore, but the obedient way you could do just wait till that one reveal and say to you (to be continued)....

. And what can i do just now is just like this hindustani song...

And through these words, I’ll say….

Na kuch poocha (you asked no questions)

Na kuch manga (right from the start)

Tune dil se diya jo diya (you gave me all straight from the heart)

Na kuch bola (didn’t say one word)

Na kuch tola (or judge me while)

Muskura ke diya jo diya (you gave me all with smile)

Tu hi dhoop, tu hi chau (you’re my sun, you’re my shade)

Tu hi apna paraya (you’re my own you’re never fade)

Aur kuch na janu (i know nothing else)

Bas itna hi janu

Tujh mein Rab dikhta hai (i see my God in you)

Yaara mein kya karun (i don’t know what to do)

Sajde sar jhukta hai ( i can’t help but bow before you)

Yaara mein kya karun (i don’t know what to do)

Tujh mein Rab dikhta hai (i see my god in you)

Rab ne bana di jodi (this mate of God)

(to be continued)