Being the oldest sister or brother in the family means that you have to be ready as the model for your rest
siblings. So many responsibilities you have to keep on, the dignity, name of
family, be more matured, etc. if every elder was given a chance to choose,
she/he could prefer not to be born as the oldest. But I know it breaks what God
designed the best for you, for every human being. To be honest, I am telling
you no one forces us to act and behave such what I mentioned. It is completely
from the deepest heart and under the consciousness. I am not an expert, so just
that’s all I know. Hehe.
Those were
the way how the oldest life (haha simply say). Now, I am going to tell you how
an elder run her life in love. An elder is also a human being, she/he must have
love, and likely to snap of. She / he is not the most perfect creator because
nobody is perfect (hehe). May be some of you start to imagine how you are or
how I am trickled it on. Let’s be honest to your self. Love is something hurt
and sweet somehow. If you are getting hurt of love, you will be better not
falling in love or know it at all, vice versa. When you are flown by love and
sweetened you might say why not from the earlier you are introduced by.
I am
telling you from the female point of view, it is hurt born as a female. You
have less power to show and reveal your love to someone whom you concern much.
However, it is not in the ‘siti nurbaya” era anymore, but the obedient way you
could do just wait till that one reveal and say to you (to be continued)....
. And what can i do just now is just like this hindustani song...
. And what can i do just now is just like this hindustani song...
And through
these words, I’ll say….
Na kuch poocha (you asked no questions)
Na kuch manga (right from the start)
Tune dil se diya jo diya (you gave me all straight from the
heart)
Na kuch bola (didn’t say one word)
Na kuch tola (or judge me while)
Muskura ke diya jo diya (you gave me all with smile)
Tu hi dhoop, tu hi chau (you’re my sun, you’re my shade)
Tu hi apna paraya (you’re my own you’re never fade)
Aur kuch na janu (i know nothing else)
Bas itna hi janu
Tujh mein Rab dikhta hai (i see my God in you)
Yaara mein kya karun (i don’t know what to do)
Sajde sar jhukta hai ( i can’t help but bow before you)
Yaara mein kya karun (i don’t know what to do)
Tujh mein Rab dikhta hai (i see my god in you)
Rab ne bana di jodi (this mate of God)
(to be continued)
